You know how after you've done something important and exciting, you suddenly get a flash? A flash that your consciousness will not last forever? And that you should be off doing things which fulfill you, which continue to give you those flashes?

That sounds really weird, but it's been happening to me a lot. Now I'm having an existential crisis. Wheee....

Well i learned how to shred guitar at one point in my life and this was very fulfilling.

You're ot exactly providing help, but cool. I learned settlers of Catan in a single game, and won the next one.