My first crush...

It's a long story involving me, a child with Asperger's, wall-ball, swearing, a Jewish girl, a nearly 5' tall 2nd grader, and near suspension. And a really screwed up dream.

interesting now tell me.

Sorry I am single

My first Crush was back when I was 6 or 7, my best friend, Puerto Rican beauty...Huh...What? Oh, I was daydreaming again. But yeah, needless to say, I got friendzoned.

Fine Loli. If you insist...

So I had a crush on this girl in 2nd grade (we'll call her Lily), who was quite nice to everyone. She didn't show much interest in anyone really as a potential boyfriend.
There was this kid with somewhat severe Asperger's (we'll call him Tom), who everyone was nice to because of his (I don't really know what's the correct way of calling what he has without being offensive).

Although this kid was kind of a dick. When we were playing wall-ball at recess (we played it with a tennis ball, and differently), this kid would always join us, and then just throw the ball into the woods, which was off school grounds. He would then proceed to curse at us and walk away.
So one time I saw Lily doing something relatively nice for Tom. But I didn't see it as nice.
What I saw as Tom using his Asperger's as an excuse to make Lily like him. Yes, that was me at one point.
For the rest of the year, I would always try to outdo Tom in everything. And whenever Tom screwed up, I would sometimes mutter a snide comment.
When he was an astronaut at our school's Halloween parade, I brought up the Challenger shuttle whenever I was around.

So it didn't seem to work. Lily still seemed especially kind to Tom. And with Valentine's day coming up, I had a plan. Of sorts.
I decided to give her a card nicer than what I gave everyone else. She showed a bit more appreciation, but still everyone loved Tom's cards, which he didn't seem to put much effort into. So I thought "If I act like Tom, maybe I'll get the same attention by Lily".
Basically, I got in trouble for cursing, and apparently someone told I was bullying Tom. Which was true, but I didn't see it that way. So I explained what was happening, and almost got expelled.
Later Lily just turned her head away from me at one point. So I felt pretty sad. And that night I saw Tom as king of the world, and I couldn't stand a chance...
So next day I was pretty glum, and I saw Lily walking around with this kid (Dan) who was huge. His dad was a basketball player, and he was always first choice in gym for everything. I was actually quite upset at him at first, especially since they were dating, but later he asked me for help with homework. And we somewhat became friends.

So I decided to be a jerk to a kid with Asperger's to impress a girl. I got in trouble for bullying, made the girl end up disliking me (I occasionally talked to her in high school, and made sure not to mention this fiasco),and for the rest of Elementary school Tom and I pretty much hated each other.

So there Loli. I hope you're happy.

Hmmm I have high functioning aspergers I help parents with kids who have aspergers. What your describing doesn't sound like an asperger kid to me. A developed kid with aspergers ( meaning they can talk, walk, can think ) They are quite, reserved, In there own world, and certainly would never bully anyone...ever. seriously, I'm speaking from experience, kids with aspergers are extremely terrified ( usually )of attention. The last thing they want is for someone to get mad at them or pay special attention to them. Now, they can develop an attachment to certain people randomly occasionally but that usually happens when they get older.

Not sure what it was, to be precise. I'll give you a rundown of things that I observed:

1. often got angry at small issues.
2. Slightly behind the rest of the class
3. Not often willing to do work
4. Even if 5th grade, sticking his tongue out at people
5. large amounts of energy
6. occasional focus on something to a rather unsettling extent (Buzz Lightyear, this Tv show called "Wild Kratts", Wall-e, etc.)
7. Not very good at coloring in given spaces
8. Not very good at interacting with other kids

Well what Tom did he did only a few times. And usually he would get caught doing it.

I was the one being a jerk to him.

Ironically, that same year, I got diagnosed with mild Asperger's.

My first crush was a russian chick when I was 12 years old and she was 13, i f***ed her after 1 month from meeting

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had a primary school crush, left primary school and got a new one

ok well sounds to me he is either just a brat with ADHD or he might have some type of brain imbalance. one of my brothers has one and you actually described him perfectly when talking about this other boy.

and if you ever have any qus regarding aspergers then feel free to talk to me :)

I'm psychopath

I also have Asphergers.

I'm assuming high functioning?

Now you are simply insulting me outright, I have mild Asphergers.

Three words of advice Thomas Jackson lived by, now following the second, I will be taking me leave.

1. Never speak disrespectfully of anyone without a cause.
2. Speak but what may benefit others or yourself; avoid trifling conversation.
3. Use no hurtful deceit; think innocently and justly, and if you speak, speak accordingly.



for others, I am sorry for any trace of shit-posting or arguing because of my actions, good day.

I had a girl in seventh grade I really liked. Took the entire year to work up the courage, got laughed at and friendones.