Dear WarLight,

In the thread "looking for a clan" by supergerz, I made a statement that I found to be immediately incorrect. I cannot copy/paste mobily, but we all know what statement it was. I made a fundamental logucal mistake that is uncanny to my natural reasoning process (Look to yourself before others). I should rather say, the fall of the FCC is my fault, and, most likely, solely my own fault. You can try to say otherwise, but this IS the truth. I should have relinquished leadership the second I realized that there would be no way to get most of the council on my level of footing as long as I was there. And I should have definitely stepped down once I lost motivation to carry on in that clan.

However, my largest mistake may have been not realizing this, and trying to place the weight of the blame on the shoulders of an unrelated source. I was humiliated and humbled by this. And, although what was said cannot be unsaid, and certainly I have likely permanently embittered some, I will say that these realizations are important in my development as a leader. For in the end, I have grown and learned, so as to perhaps the next time I lead, I won't fall into the same holes as I did here.

Indeed, this was the fourth, and most successful attempt, at me rebuilding from nothing. And each time I learned something new:

1st attempt: How to recruit
2nd: How to rebuild
3rd: How to maintain
4th: How to finish

Although I can still say that I am far from being a perfect leader, and that I am very much still a very flawed human being, I can say that I will continue to work to improve myself and improve upon my own flaws in my never ending quest to truly become the best human being.

That being said, I think it may be time to take a leave from this game (and probably all gaming in general). The real world clamors for my attention, and frankly, I don't blame it. Thus, after I have tied up my loose ends, and resolved any important relations, I will move on from this game, at least for the time being. Maybe I will return, maybe I won't, but when/if I do, I don't think it will be as a clan leader, just as a simple gamer.

So with all that being said,

Farewell,
[FCC] Aura Guardian

clan drama <3

but on a serious tone:
gg Aura, enjoy life, we'll miss you, hope you'll drop by now and again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWaLxFIVX1s

This looks as if Aura made a terrible job leading to anyone looking at this. When in actual fact , Aura took the clan to more then it's max potential. Which is all you can do from a leadership perspective! It's highly difficult to build a A level strategic community in the clan model FCC presents. so to have FCC even challenging for promotion in B is highly impressive and speaks for itself.

Well deserved break.

Your shortcomings as a leader are far outweighed by your successes as a leader, I understand I said some things that mightve hurt, but I hope in the end you and I can still be friends.

Farewell old friend.

You've clearly had a couple of bad days, we all have them, give yourself some breathing room and it'll feel better. Do what makes you happy, and don't let this incident bar you from playing again, when you're interested. You were a very good leader, and for those you may have offended, I'm positive they'll forgive you. They're a good bunch.

If you ever want to stay in contact with us in the later future , just don't forget to use discord and skype. We're always willing to talk. In fact I'm just going to send you a discord friend request right away

somehow, someday I hope you come back again

I think you are too hard on yourself. I can't speak from position of actual FCC member since I've never been there, but for some time, you clearly were doing a great job administering and growing your clan. Clearly running a clan only by yourself is an exhaustive task, and no wonder you grew tired of it when there was so little help there from the supposed council, and losing interest in the game itself is not a punishable offence (I myself am preparing my own retirement despite being the nominal leader of my pwn clan). Successul clan is a collective effort, just sucks that it wasn't this anymore lately.

Also - feel free to talk to me, here or on discord. I tend to depeciate myself for many things too, I might be able to relate to your feelings :c

Going out with a bang is still better than being hijacked out of the clan, though. Anything short of that counts as a success for me :p

And as others mentioned, hoping that you're gonna leave some form of contact (possibly discord) open for whoever wants to keep it. Good luck with real life, but don't let it fool you, it's extremely pay to win!

Farewell, old comrade.
Gosh.....I begin to miss you already...
Goodbye my friend ;)

Keep in touch Aura, we'll miss ya (hug)

I appreciate the time you put in for the FCC. Thank you.

Good luck for the future Aura, gg.

tl;dr

Goodbye mang god bless you

You haven't failed to come back from Hiatus for three? four? five? Times so let's hope it continues that way.

Take care tho.

Edited 8/12/2017 21:03:20

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litterally a communist

A terrible song for a terrible leader

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mM0-ZU8njdo