Lawlz, you're taking this the wrong way! You've brightened numerous mundane threads with your entertaining insights, particularly comments with off-topical references and cursing.
The forum doesn't harbor enough malice towards you the way a collective society does against oppression. Nor does it share contempt for you the way an oppressed people fosters it for their dictatorial rulers.
So put aside those thoughts of suicide, there's too much to live for! This forum isn't the pinnacle of acknowledgment in our global world and even if it was, at least we know your name...well, your Username.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LanCLS_hIo4