I am not even going to pretend to know what you're going through atm, but if you need someone to talk to I am here. I even have my own life experiences I can share with you that have brought me down if you also want to hear me out, and we can talk it out like bros.
You seem like a really cool guy from the games we have played. You've even beaten me in a lot of them, and I am literally the best player in the game ;)